Ok, I'm a little better.....

You know how when you get it in your head the way something's going to happen and then your plans suddenly change and you feel a little sick??? Well, that's the way I was today. Based on the timeframe given to us by our attorney we SHOULD have been coming home next week. That's why we went ahead and booked the tickets and everything. BTW, I'm glad we DID book this room, because you can't find a room here now to save your life! There is a big Olympic Committee Conference, and the Russian government is supposed to be HERE next week. If we weren't already in this room we would be out of luck! So, we have a room, and I have AP. More importantly I have God here with me in this hotel room. He has stayed with me the entire time. Even though things aren't working out the way I had hoped I trust He has His reasons! I know it will be hard for Andrew and the boys to leave me, but I will be home the next Friday! One more week apart.............we can do it. I know there are plenty of others who have done it. I know how blessed I am to be here, but this is the LONGEST I have EVER been away from my other children in their entire lives! Andrew and I have never been separated longer than a couple of days, and we don't like it. I do trust that there is some reason God wanted me to come on. This bonding time with Anne Pearce has been priceless! She is my little angel for sure. Am I giving up on coming home with Andrew and the boys??? NO WAY!!! I have been reminded of all the miracles God has given for Anne Pearce, and the embassy is not above Him. If it's His will that I stay here 2 more weeks then I will gladly follow His will. It is hard, but He will give me the strength! And what a happy homecoming that will be!!!! Thank you for all the sweet comments and support. Mama and Daddy, I love and miss you so much. I can't wait to hand you your granddaughter at the airport! Jenny and Liv..... I can't wait to see you. Mimi, I love you so much! Thank you for all the kind words. You are such a wonderful person (you gave me my Daisy) and you support me like I am your own child. Thank you so much. I can feel your love and prayers from here! KEEP IT UP!!!! Daisy, Lisa, Karen.....keep praying for us! I can also feel your love and prayers. Maggie, don't forget your loulou! I miss you so much it makes me cry! Anne Pearce is so lucky to have all of you who love her so much..... Her mommy is blessed too! Karen, please call the church and have Chip pray for this Sunday! Also, go ahead and set up her baptisim! We will celebrate in God's house!!! To all my blogging buds....thank you for reading and supporting us. I know I will be home soon! I am praying for all the babies! Sorry if this sounds like a pity party!!!! I am trying to stay positive and be grateful for what I have. And what I have is this sweet thing: