Here I am......

I know this probably sounds totally nuts, but I still can't believe that AP is really out of PGN. It is so surreal to me. I don't know if past disappointments have made me numb, but I just can't grasp it. I really don't think I will until they hand her to me in 9 days!!! WOW.....that is so amazing to think about. My agency emailed me today, and all my plans are set. I will probably be there for a while, so some of you need to head down for a visit trip!! I am also praying that some of you will be on pick-up trips at the same time. God is amazing, and He can do anything. I do look forward to some time bonding with AP before we come home. That will be a wonderful opportunity to get to know each other again. There is nothing else to do there....very little English speaking TV, so really it will be just me and AP. I am sad about leaving my boys again. They are just the light of my life. I am praying that I will be there 2 weeks, and then it will be time for them to come on down........ I am so thankful that God is giving me this opportunity to go get to know my daughter. I am allowing myself to actually get excited! I can't wait to complete this journey with all of you with me. Any of my buds who have Yahoo Messenger need to be added to my list.....then I can show you AP LIVE in GC on the webcam. That is always fun. For now, I am missing Nat and am so unbelieveably tired.... Please pray that Bella is released from PGN prison soon.

Love to all....