OK, I booked the flight.....

for May 11! This is my theory......tickets are SO much cheaper when you buy in advance. Worst case scenario I can't go then, but I can save my ticket for later. Even paying the $100 to change the date is much cheaper than trying to book a ticket a week before you try to go. The boys are going to wait to come when Andrew comes for pick-up. It will be a difficult separation, but we all agreed it's what's best for AP. Daisy has offered to help with Logan and Hayden. She is so sent from heaven!!! With Andrew, Daisy, Wyatt, and Maggie looking after my boys I won't have a worry. I will miss them all terribly though. SO, even if we're not out of PGN I am heading down on the 11th if my attorney will allow it. He is such a great man, I'm sure he will. I just have to start the ball rolling with my agency. I can't believe that in less than a month I could be with AP FOREVER and NEVER have to give her back. I still can't grasp that. If any other blogging mommies are going to be heading for visits you better give me a heads up. I can get a driver to bring me to any of the hotels to visit. PLEASE don't leave me here all by myself. If anyone else is thinking of doing this I would love to share the information with you. I am still praying that one of our blogging mommies is going with me. She is really trying to work it out. I will let her tell all of you when she is ready. I PRAY that she goes even if only for a visit. I feel like I need to pinch myself......that this isn't really happening, but I know it is. Please pray that all the details work out. I feel that this is what God is leading me to do for Anne Pearce.

Love to all,
lou