Saturday, April 28, 2007

Just how am I doing???

I was laying here thinking just a minute ago. I started not to post this, because you have heard it all lately. I then reminded myself that this is MY blog, and I can write whatever I want. Can't I Cameo???? I CANNOT believe that in 22 days I am going to be with my baby girl. All of us know how exhausting this journey is, both emotionally and physically. Even though we only started a year ago I have known that God was leading me to this point for YEARS. I just had to wait for His time to start. I feel like I have waited a long time to find my daughter, but boy has it been worth it. It is still hard to imagine that we are in the home stretch. There is no way to know how long I will be in Guatemala, but I am just so thankful to be able to go be with AP. I still just pinch myself to make sure this is real. It's not a joke; I am going to get MY DAUGHTER. I know this is just a random post saying the same thing over and over. I am having trouble expressing myself....it's hard to find the words! If anyone can understand it's you guys....It just seems too good to be true. Do you know what I mean????

8 comments:

Ginger--Maya's mommy said...

I am so happy for you!!! Counting the days with you.

Anonymous said...

I KNOW WHAT YOu MEAN!!!! I am so so so happy for you!!!
stephanie

Bekah said...

Lou--You can say the same thing over and over and over if you want because when I can count down the days until I have Isa in my arms forever I will not be able to find the words either!!! I am so so so so excited for you! I wish we could all come with you and foster...what a crazy, fantastic time that would be!! I am so thankful for your encouragement and friendship and I am so thankful that soon you will never have to give your daughter back! Wow!!! Thank you Jesus!

Cameo said...

Lou Lou, I am really, honestly, SOOOOOO THRILLED for you!!!!! You deserve this so much!!!! I can't wait to read your post that you have AP in your arms FOREVER and NEVER EVER have to give her back!!!! Well, that, and to see the cute bows you're going to put randomly in her hair! LOL.

Stacie said...

Speak your mind girl! I mean, really, how can you think about anything else? You are going to be with AP in 22 days!! We're excited with ya!

Stacie

Crystal said...

Lou--I am so excited for you--I have chills right now!!!--I know what you mean oooh do I know what you mean!!!! I had so much trouble finding the words!!!! There are no words to express the emotion!!!!!--I had trouble sleeping too!!! I don't think I slept for more than four to six hours a night when we were waiting to go down to Guatemala!!!! I can't wait till you go get her!!!

hey I have to tell you --Thank you so so so very much for your kind encouraging words on my blog--I can't even tell you how devasting this was-- She will be okay I vowed to God to take care of her in every way I can--She is one of the sweetest and strongest people I have ever known--she is not a Christian but really seeking GOd right now --I feel like God is really going to move here--Thanks again

Rose said...

You just keep on posting because thats what we are here for...to read it. Everyone is so happy for you! Rose

Natalie said...

Honey, we are ALL excited about you going down there! You can just keep on reminding us about it every single day if you want to! Major butterflies in my stomach...I am SO excited for you!!!!!

I'm taking a small break right now from writing my talk:)

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