Is this real???

My mama and I went to lunch today and did a little shopping. We both were saying how we couldn't believe that in a little over 3 weeks I will have AP! It just seems so surreal.....I have known that this would come, but I still can't believe that it's almost here. I know that there are no guarantees, but I really feel that a miracle is about to happen. I have posted before that I have felt all along that God would give us a miracle in PGN. When we were kicked out I was devastated, but I still trusted in God. I truly believe that we will be out soon and that our paperwork will fly for us to bring her home. Isn't this amazing?? This journey started over a year ago, BUT it's almost over! We are so thankful that our agency and attorney are allowing me to go care for AP. That is such an answered prayer. I don't understand why some things have happened the way that they have, but I ultimately trust that my Father will make all things right. He will take bad situations and turn them to good. I told my mama today that all of a sudden all my worry about this situation is over. I actually had PEACE and CALM today. What a relief that was! I am so thankful.... I dread the thought of leaving Andrew, the boys, my parents, sisters, Daisy, Wyatt, Maggie, my church, my friends, and the comfort of home. I do have peace that this is the right decision though. It's not going to be easy being away from them all, but I just KNOW that it's what I'm supposed to do. Good things aren't always easy are they? Sometimes we just have to get ready and take that big leap of faith. I have my foot sticking out, and I'm ready to jump! Anne Pearce, here I come!