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Almost enough candles to start a forest fire!
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He DID get them out! Check out the smoke!!!!
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The best presents EVAH!
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We gave AP a piece of cake.....she played with it more than she ate it!
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Hey, let me see if I can get all this gooey stuff all over me!
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Yep, I can!
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Hey, Logan, thanks for sharing your cake with me!
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I love you, Logan, and you are a fantastic big brother!!!!
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First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my wonderful now 13 year old Logan! Logan was at his dad's until late this afternoon, so we really didn't get to celebrate the way we like to. SO, tomorrow is "All About Logan Day". We are going to do all the things he wants to do...and eat some goodies I'm sure! I can't believe that my first baby is now a teenager!!!! A TEENAGER!!!!! I HAVE A TEENAGER FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!!! I DON'T FEEL OLD ENOUGH TO HAVE A TEENAGER!!! What do you do with a teenager, by the way??? Any suggestions would be appreciated!!!!
On another note, AP is not sleeping again. I feel like it's all my fault. Last week I got my haircut and left AP with her very loving and capable Aunt Lisa. She was fine the entire time she was with them, but payback came later!!! She was beside herself with me that entire night and next day. She was frantically keeping me in her sight at all times. I felt horrible for her. We don't talk a lot about this on our blogs, but everything isn't perfect. Our children have gone through tremendous changes in short periods of time. Can you imagine always being scared that the people you love the most are going to leave you???? She wasn't ready for me to leave her. I know some babies are fine, but obviously she wasn't ready. I am so thankful that I don't have to work anymore. I CANNOT imagine leaving her everyday. I had to work with Logan and Hayden, and I HATED leaving them, but they were completely attached and fine. Anne Pearce is another story. She is attached to all of us, but she can't take being away from us next. I WILL NOT BE LEAVING HER AGAIN for quite a while. That makes life very difficult at times, but I am blessed to have my mama and Daisy who will step in whenever they can. I know that eventually she will work through all these feelings and be fine. Until then we're all going to do whatever she needs us to do. That's a mommy and daddy's job!!!!! If anyone has any suggestions on attachment or any web sites I should visit or books I should read, PLEASE comment. I'll be sure to take plenty of pics during Logan Day and share later! Love to all you in blogging world!